The more you are driven by Not-Self questions, the more answers you will get that are simply not true, and your questions will only multiply. The more you worry, well, the more yo
u simply worry. The more you understand about what you are not, the more reasons you find to worry. That’s why returning and sticking to your mental dilemma is so natural and healthy. “
Who am I for myself…? Oh, my dog, I don’t know. I better wait and keep myself entertained. I’m here to define myself through what I do, not through what I think. So, let
me find something that I simply love to do now while I don’t know what to do next.”
That’s how a Generator keeps him/herself from doing all kind of things to make the world ‘a better place’. Don’t try to make your life better; learn to enjoy it and see it for what it is rather then for what you think it should be. Ask yourself, is there anything in your life you can enjoy right now? Then don’t hesitate and simply do that! That’s what your mental dilemma is all about and what it does when you play with it correctly. Are you asking yourself the right question?
If you are a Generator, that’s exactly how you align yourself to the way your form is designed to operate out of response. The Head Center is about confusion, doubt and mystery. We all experience all of that, even though we are more predisposed towards the one or the other. The Head is all about passenger consciousness, this is where the personality crystal is located; outside of the body. Anxiety is what happens to the passenger in you when you try to enter with your mind into the biochemical tunnels of the brain, when you ask yourself the wrong questions about yesterdays and tomorrows, and you try to find today the best answers for tomorrow, because you can’t see tomorrow. Nobody can.
Please, get out of that movie, and for the sake of your satisfaction, ask yourself the right question: “Who am I for myself…? I don’t know… but I see what’s there in front of me. Life is there in front of me.” Maybe you don’t need to know now what you’re going to be for the rest of your life, maybe you just don’t need to know who you are as a concept. Maybe it’s enough if you know how to move as yourself, how to do everything as yourself.” And then, as you are satisfied with what you do, self-realization is going to bring a very different quality into the very core of your existence then the one you had when you were trying to be what you are not, and all you were meeting is resistance.