The most difficult battle a human being has to fight is with his or her own mind. This is why the greatest difficulty in ‘Living Your Design’ and benefitting from the simplicity of the mechanical formulas that one has been offered lays in being left alone with one’s own mind.
The moment one confronts the linear and homogenized thinking model of the Not-Self mind, it immediately freaks out creating resistances in the form of moments of deep anxiety and compulsive thinking, trying to bring the immature personality back into its conditioned ‘comfort zone’.
It is not easy for anyone to move alone through those layers of resistance and not fall back into bad thinking habits, and that is why having someone available that can see through the structure of your mental distortion can be of great help and tremendous value.
I’ve had the good fortune of not only being trained in all levels of this knowledge directly by Ra Uru Hu, but also the privileged serendipity to receive a lot of personal input from him in many of our ‘One on One’ encounters. Needless to say that the knowledge I received in the many trainings I did with Ra was and is absolutely astonishing, but nothing as priceless as the deepening of the awareness in me that was empowered during those encounters each time he would address something that had a direct connection to my own personal roots in existence.